week of nervous

this week, i will attend a 'mock teaching'. but dono on what day. feel so apprehensive, the session would be in 10 minutes only, per person. after mock teaching, there will be an interview to confirm my status as permanent lecturer here. InsyaAllah, everything will be on the line, as i wish.

Another story, last night, i saw 4 dogs 'selongkar' my dustbin outside my house. mana taknye, sampah dh le penuh, cmne tak penuh, pekerja dtg kutip sesuka hati die. kadang2, sekali seminggu pun, dh kira ok. satu hal pulak,last week..cuti rayakan..almaklumlah..cuti raya..mesti le i balik kampung..after coming back from the break, tudung tong sampah tah kemana..amik le yg jiran pnye tudung tong sampah..tak muat plak..tudung die kecik..ade jugak yg berminat ngan tudung tong sampah ye..macam2 dunia ni..tah le..ke pekerja kutip sampah tu amik sekali ngan tudung dia masa kutip smph ari tu...tak tau le...ni kena beli yg baru le jawabnye...bab beli membeli ni i memang suka..tp bab nak kuar duit le yg payahnye...tgh2 bulan ni...gaji tak berapa cukup le..nak save for my convocation lak next week..byk sungguh belanja for this month..makin dpt bonus..makin tak cukup lak... betul le kata org..poket besar,belanja pun besar le jugak...duit memang sentiasa tak cukup...duit,wang,money n sewaktu dgnnye..memang berhantu le...kerana dia dunia leh jd huru hara..adik beradik bermusuhan...tul tak? tp..alhamdulillah..dlm takde2 duit, kehidupan masih boleh diteruskan..Allah sentiasa mempermudhkan jalan utk kite sumer..dan le masuk next gaji. but..for those who taking loan, tak kirele,short term ke,long term ke, official ke, tak official ke..hutang wajib di bayar walau tak di tuntut..jgn purak2 lupe plak..yg si pemberi pnjam ni dok mengharap peminjam byr..sebab tak tergamak nak mintak (tuk yg tak official la)..yg peminjam lak, dok assume, pemberi pinjam halal kot..tak mintak pun hutang. so, masing2 dok buat 'assumption or judgment' yg tdk dibenarkan sama sekali di apply in doing research/tesis. dlm kes ni..sendiri mau ingat la..

first day of the week

hari ni no mood le nak p keje..almaklum le..my abe dh balik grik..tinggal le kitorg 3 beranak..but..at the same time..seronok lak nak p keje coz today is a relaxing day because i have 1 class only..the evening class was cancelled since they have program. but..again..poning kopala le nak replace class. i have 1 week only to cover up the sylibus.kena kejar le ckit students tu..subjek AIS, minggu depan presentation.The sylibus should be covered by this week. subjek lain..insyaAllah..sempat habih..ni tgh poning kopalo nak siapkan soalan test 2 tuk this wednesday..nak print lg..nak reso lg..aduhh..sakit pala..tp..adatle..nak cari sesuap nasi..dh memang keje i mcm ni..but i love my job very much..its a good profession..tugas yg mulia..bukan senang nak didik manusia..anak bangsa sendiri pulak tu..insyaAllah..everything will be ok..Allah maha pemurah lg maha mengasihani...semua nye jadi mudah jika kite bergantung padaNye..

First day of blogging

assalamualaikum sumer...

today is the first day of being a blogger. Dok baca2 blog owang lain..rase cam nak wat page sendiri le..saje nak buat2 sibuk..ok le..to be continued..

after praying.....nak continue ckit berceloteh..this morning, ade makan2 kat sini..jamuan raya le..nak oyapnye..g bertiga..balik alone..tak tau meka berdua p mana..hilang dlm lautan manusia (stafs n students)..too shy to eat sorg2..i pun bawak balik nasi kapit (nasi himpit le) kuah kacang n mihun sup mkn at my room..beli nescafe beng skali..so..mkn le kat blik..tak puas hatiiii...org nak mkn laksa, laksa penang..my favorite..takpa2..esok i nak masak laksa penang..yg kesiannye..my abe le...dia mkn gak laksa..but gtu2 je..so kena masak nasik la jugak..pendek kata..2 benda le kena masak..i takpa..seharian mkn laksa pun takpa..slurrp2..best2..laksa2..
im cominggg..

ookle..nak smbung buat soalan for final exam..

oppss..lupe..my abe balik ari ni..yahooo...ehh..korg dono ke my abe travel every weekend?..takpa2..next time i story kat u all..